This isn't what love feels like

[Verse 1]
I keep my coat beside the door
Then stay until the morning comes
I hate the way you pull me close
I hate how much I still want to

[Pre-Chorus]
I say I’m done, I say I’m free
Then turn around when you call me

[Chorus]
I can’t break out of this nightmare
Can’t leave, though I know I should
I hate you for the hold you have
I love you like I never would
I gave you truth, my time, my heart
Still you needed something more
I’m not enough to make this work
So I have to close the door

[Verse 2]
I tell my friends I’m faithful still
Then lie about the nights I leave
You get my every thought and touch
And somehow that’s not what you need

[Pre-Chorus]
I say I’m fine, I say I’m strong
Then miss you before the night is gone

[Chorus]
I can’t break out of this nightmare
Can’t leave, though I know I should
I hate you for the hold you have
I love you like I never would
I gave you truth, my time, my heart
Still you needed something more
I’m not enough to make this work
So I have to close the door

[Bridge]
I’m not asking you to trust the world
Or swear that people change
Just have faith in me for once
While I walk out through the pain
You had all my attention
Every piece of my affection
But love can’t live on what I give
If I disappear to keep you in

[Final Chorus]
I can’t break out of this nightmare
But I can leave before I’m gone
I hate you for the hold you have
I loved you hard, I loved you wrong
I gave you truth, my time, my heart
And I can’t give you any more
I’m not enough to make this work
Gotta let you go to save myself

[Outro]
Gotta let you go
To save myself